This book isn't finished yet. Neither is this woman.

52 Sundays

Live Written Book

Do you need to hit rock bottom to realise it's time to change?

Love Letters to Myself is a compilation of letters written in real time, documenting the choice of a woman to completely change her life by testing stereotypes, relationships, and her own boundaries over 52 Sundays.

A visual proof that becoming starts with one decision, but that alone is not enough.

Who is this for

For the woman at a crossroads of becoming.
Maybe you were just waiting for someone to start first.
Today is the perfect day to do it.

A book about fucking, fucking up, falling out of love, wanting more, and figuring out who fuck you are when the old version of you no longer fits..

Warning

No pep talk. Raw. Unfiltered. Swearing allowed.

Eight chapters complete. Chapter nine has just started. 586 of us already becoming together. Come on in.

I've given enough of me to everyone. Now I'm giving myself every Sunday.

That's the strange thing about a live-written book you can't go back and change the story.

Weekly letters. Notes whenever something needs to be said.

But Sunday is non-negotiable.

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Left open, on purpose

DON'T TAKE MY WORD FOR IT.
Read three Sundays.
I'm not going to tell you I've changed.
See it yourself.

Letter 001 · Chapter I, Taken Over Unlocked

Dear Me, Fuck You

Dear me, fuck you. I said it. Out loud. Looking at my blunt face in the bathroom mirror. I light a cigarette. My other best friend. Short, sweet, and expensive, just like my decisions that got us here.

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Letter 010 · Chapter III, Where Angels Burn Unlocked

Toxique in French

If I say toxique in French, would it sound better? His villain eyes are blue, and his 2:13am messages are short. This wasn't love. It was transaction. The membership fee, one broken heart.

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Letter 022 · Chapter VI, The Enough Era Unlocked

Enough?

I am so fed up with the I am enough era. Or maybe I'm just becoming a bitch. I am enough became modern fear disguised as self-acceptance. And maybe I hate it so much because I see myself in it too.

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Everything between these three, are the details no one believe it mattered.

What readers say

Real readers, real reactions

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“In some of the letters, I recognized myself!”

Veneta Ivanova
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“I found these letters deeply engaging from the very first one to the last. I read every single one, and each felt like an invitation into an honest conversation that so many of us have with ourselves but rarely put into words. What struck me most was their unapologetic honesty. Reading them felt less like observing someone else's journey and more like being gently encouraged to look at my own with greater honesty and kindness.”

Shenny Ignatova
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“How refreshing it is to hear someone being honest about all the things we are ashamed to say, even to ourselves. I love the letters.”

Clair Miller
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“I feel like I know this woman. Somehow she became my friend — we share Sundays together in the comfort of my own home.”

Ashly Wilson
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“I am so tired of coaching and mindsets on Instagram. I like that the letters are not too long, on point, and she doesn't teach me who I have to be — she teaches herself.”

Norah Cohain

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DON'T JUST READ THE BOOK.
BE THERE WHILE IT HAPPENS.

Become Alongside Me If you're at your own crossroads, you're not just reading this story. You're moving through your own becoming alongside mine.
The Writer's Notes The thoughts behind the letters — what happened, what I was thinking, what pushed me into the next Sunday.
The Sunday Notes Weekly conclusions, ideas, questions and little thoughts from wherever life has taken me that week.
The Real Version Read the story as it actually happened. No hindsight. No rewriting the woman I was to make her look wiser than she was.
Everything, As It Unfolds Full access to every letter, every chapter, every writer's note and every Sunday still to come.
You Get to Be There Before the End You don't have to wait for the polished, finished book. You get the story while even I don't know how it ends.
The Foundation Year — Yours to Keep When the first 52 Sundays are complete, receive the full Foundation Year as a digital book. Keep the record of where this becoming began — or give it to someone standing at her own crossroads. Value: $28.
Talk to Tanya Have something on your mind? Email me anytime. One email from you. One from me.

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